YSeptember 23, 2004
gawd.im so stressed.but instead of being pessimist and have tha tendency to take tha gloomiest possible view of tha situation, i wanna be optimistic for once.till ma olevels end.i hope i can.*smiles*
hey all of you,thank you fo all tha support,motivations,tha stoppage from eating panadols (dope ryteeee) and wanting to give up. thanks to my sweetheart shaikh~ whu has always been there. abeen,sheena.i love tha both of you soo much.nufail.i love you.thanks..study harder.make tha effort.ull do well baby.and im sooo happy for u.neva seen u happier man. u deserve it baby. dope(firdaus) for giving me lecure abt being "LOW LIFE GURL " ma whole life or smth.hehe i love you loads. maisarah for having faith in me.thanx. im happy for you and adam. *smiles* hadi fo telling me ill be okay,it's only prelims. kin ming for giving me support all tha way. nadhirah and wiyah for wanting to beat me up if i ever go ITE, cuz they afraid ill turn into a minah.geez,i wont.too much influence fo hating jack and jackies aka mats and minahs.and also to fera, fo not making me give up halfway. *smiles* god bless all of you..
afta getting ma result.i reflected upon maself.ive been duing badly and duing nothing about it.simply nothing. i have to change.ive got tha drive to actually not give up.continue.move on with it.learn to accept how badly ive done.i think i passed ma english by fluke also.if others can do it,why not me? gawd.i need to study,study,focus and concentrate.ill do good fo sure.
shaikh~ i need umm a favour,encourage me more can..and please duntlike shine away from me.just because ma olevels are cuming dunt mean i dunt need to by ma side. to push me,give me all tha support i need baby. i love you.and i miss you soo much~ seriously miss you. and dope,all tha best fo tha performance wokays.ill be there. cuz i wanna seeeeeeee... :P
i did have a lot of fun at simpang yest,with abeen.sheena,nufail and aaron.i thought yan was going to be ther.but he wasnt.aiyer~ haha. aaron u white ass. u grec.haha. and i want yer black djarum can..it's so sleek.haha. and maggi goreng is fineee..wee~
"hello,im harry... harry cock.nice to meet you." wahahahahhahahahaha.
p.s:shaikh~ ive made appointments tonyte again.ill sms u when im goin. i told mr dreamcatcher to reserve a place closer to me.wokays? so we can spend more time there.i miss you~
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