YSeptember 14, 2004
im sick and tired.bitch.gawd.shahira likes ma hair.hate when i flash ma hair around her *winks*. haha.i printed like lil pics of me,like shaikh~ sab mai nufail.maria.all lah.and sheena too.and shaik(camel). haha so cute.they look so nice together gawd.haha.and ive realised smth no matter how hard i study i will not make it.im just dumb i think.gawd.hai~ so depressing can. it's like i have to study a lot lah..im just lazy.i noe i can do it deep down.ther's just like loads of distractions lah.and mr lazy just had to pick me up. shit. im blogging cuz im bored.and i read smth that made me feel like shit yest.i noe it's me.gr8 feeling it's me.hai~ hey,im sorry u feel that way but im NOT makin use of you.i love you.as a fren of course.if it is really me, im kinda hurt. but hey,but if u wanna take what we are away,then go 'head.i deserve it anyway. and u noe tha reason why i actually kept away? i was depressed.stressed.2003 was tha werst year in ma 16 years of fine life.dunt you get it.i just didnt wanna talk.and hey u have sumwan and u told me that smtimes she's jealous of me.so wat if i was closer.many thangs would have happen.TRUST ME. all i wanna say is that im sorry.u might be reading ma blog.so im sorry.okay? we are still frens.very good frens to me.uve pulled me thru and ive pulled u thru sumhow.im sorry wokays. and this is so depressing~ i feel like shit you know.that emotinal feeling is stuck to me.i hate it lah.gawd. and i need to study i wanna study i wanna be good.do well for o's and im happy enuff. okays.nuff said'. i larve umm lemme c... sab,shaikh~ sheena,syaheed,nufail,maria,mai,adam,aaron,han boy,rahman,wada,addafiq,shahira,dayana,nani,wiyah,nad.hadi.
haha dunnoe whu else lah.like so many can.and i larve you people. *smiles*
p.s i miss simpang.and aaron and adam and nufail..she got him ryte.so happy lah now.haha.
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