YSeptember 10, 2004
it's like im bored can. gawd.this is so sick.everyone's upset.i am upset too.but i promise maselfto always have a smile on ma face. why? god. stop hurtin all ma frens and loved ones,please? please. i just wanna see those sparks frm their eyes again.it's like diminishing.even ma very very good fren.i noticed his blog.found out abt it.and read it.i felt it.i felt for him.but why didnt he tell me earlier. and i dunt want him to flunk his o's.please lah.it's like evryone around me is depressed.i want them to be happy.all of this roots from smth.this sooo overpowering emotions that just gets into u and eats u up.hey people i want all of u to be happy.wit me.i think i have found tha ryte one.but i have no one to share tha joy with.evryone seems so sad.but why.it's all due to that blardee emotion.why sia. hai~ it changes people soo fast.everyone seems to be having fake smile nowadays.gawd. i dunnoe why.but i have ma frens ma family and ma baby(tho im not wit him) i still like him a lot.hope he likes me too *wishes* but i feel like ma life's still not contented.i seriously don't know why.it's just that mth is empty.i have this empty feeling. it just sucks.to bits.really.sucks.damn.
p.s. god,could you please brighten sab's nufail's maisarah's and that guy's life please.please... i wanna see that spark from their eyes again.real twinkles. and wait wait,another favour,please make shaikh happy,i dunt care in any form.even if it means "no yana".please make him happy. thanx.
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