YSeptember 20, 2004
KUDOS TO MAISARAH AND ADAM.wish you all tha best.hey i have like nuttin against tha both of yer.just alil hurt lah.
i got ma prelims results.i did so badly.i cried in class.i think noone noticed except for sumwan.but i think he kept quiet. and todae's like one of tha werst day.seriously.
i got to know ma fren.quite a great guy as far as ive known passed away.im so sad.i feel so sorry. may god give him tha blessings and show him tha wonders of heaven.insyallah. and werst, he's only 17 and i just saw him that day lookin all jubilant.
shaikh~ that was seriously tha last thang i needed from you.after what i got todae.i swear.it was tha last thang. i am so fuckin sad.but i have to be strong.ma cuzzen's hurt.i should have been there for her.i am i hope.
i hate seeing her get hurt and get walked all over.it's sickening.she sacrifices too much fer her friends.ive learnt ma lessons from ma past experience.it feels like shit okay. haha.and even werse when it comes from a best friend. yes yes u cant help from feeling happy cuz uve found yer happiness.well done tha both of you. hope it'll realllllyyyy last long. it feels like a stab in tha back.but hey, whatever it is lah. i cant be bothered.i am just here for abeen when she needs me.
nufail!!!!! pucat babyyy!! i dunnoe how you feel now sweets. this situation and stuff.gawd.must be hard ryte.hey u do yer own thang. spend more time wit ISSA lah.hehe.im soo happy for you both.weeee~ im so happy.
i went to tha doc.ma skin's gonna take a loooongggg time to heal.sorry babes, tanning will be lesser.haha.but fuck,whu cares ryte.weee~
aaron.i wonder how you feel. still wondering.hey man.i miss you~
abeen:im really sorry.i love you so much.baby you're strong.cum on.i noe you're stronger than this.i and kakak are here okay.and we're gonna have a whole lotta fun in KL(if we're goin). and then we're gonna study like mad for o's.prove you can do it okay.u CAN do better than me.trust me.im slackin realll bad.im listening to like sugababes run for cover.sick ryte..haha.
and shaikh~ yesh yesh..umm u contact me whenever u think you're not wasting your time okay.~ have fun.
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