YSeptember 10, 2004
weee~ i went to spore idol.actually i duntmind sitting at home but since that pucat baby got 10 free tix she asked me aloong and mai and shaikh.haha shaikh.yesh shaikh.i noe..he's so hot ryte? dunnoe why he likes me also.tha gurls there were hot lah.but they're not ma type.too thrashy.nuff said.haha sheena was tha A gurl.taufik's A haha..alphabet gurl.haha nad smsed and say she saw ma face and nufail i was like shit.i hate being on cameras man.but i dunt think loads saw it.yay!! i was wit like sittin in between shaik ouh-so-quiet and sab screamin mad woman.hhaa so ma ryte ear is fineee..just maleft.a lil damaged done.i must say havent seen fik fo quite some time and he looks hot.yesh admit it.haha and he luks like adam.and no one melts me like shaikh does.well,TAUFIK GOT IN..thanx to all tha voted.hey peeps out ther whu voted fer fik.thanx soo much.god bless y'all.waited fer fik fo 45 mins.that boy ah.make-up too thick.haha. called shaikh when i reached home.he was in a bad mood.all of a sudden.i wondered wat i did wrong.i was like shit shit shit and i wasnt in tha mood to like u noe comfort2 peeps lah. but then again i dunt want him to hate me~ cuz im really fallin fo him.ugh.if he rejected me,ill be..i dunnoe..hai~heartbroken.nuff said'. he went home and took cab wit mai and fail.i felt weird.hai~ and i asked shaikh why he was angry and stuff.he was just like u noe.i dunnoe lah~ nuttin lah~ i was like ughhh..and then he blurted out nonsense which i understood.haha.i always understand his nonsense.and i larve him fer that.i larve him so much.shit ive said it.
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