YSeptember 19, 2004
wooohooo...haha i havent been blogging much lately.been busy.skewl.alet nyte wit nufail and stuff. haha. and i met fera that day..it was fun~ i havent seen her fer sooooo longgg.gawd.she's hot lah.and she has this fren which is like uber gorgeous can.daniella or smth.gawd.shit.i feel so ugly fugly. and nufail has a name fer me.how kewl is that. it's YANA BANANA PUPPY GIRAFFE. wow. kewl ryte? haha anyways umm ive realised smth that made me really sad.ive realised all these while how guys have treated me.and it's shit wokays.trust me.it's shit. they expect thangs from me.gawd.leave me alone..i dunt want lah~ i already found tha imperfection i need.i dunt want perfect guys.ive been wrong to find tha perfect one.they always turn out rotten later. shaikh~ thanx fo wanting to mend ma broken smile as you have said to me earlier.i really appreciate it.i want you can? hehe. and please..ma ears hurt.but i bet yer arms hurt even werse ryte..? wahhaha.. good. it's soo bitable.and guess wat. he gave me a title. IM YANA WHO BROUGHT THA RETARDEDNESS IN SHAIKH~.haha wokays.i dunt like it lah~ i LARVE IT! woohoo..haha and he's damn retarded.and shaikh's~ umm retarded.ma rawkstar.pole dancing turn me on thang. haha and i larve that ballet move.haha ballet summore lah~ haha.and baby.i love yer tongue.everyone's like ewwww shaikh's tongue soo long..eww eww... haha i like lah. so no worries.haha and baby u look great wit that hair of yers.(reminds me soo much of those whu sang tha witch doctor song)and nufail i miss you lah~ and mai.wher have you been..? and adam's in KL i heard.and aaron lost his fon.and wher tha hell is he also i dunnoe.haha..and im bored.watched the terminal.one hell of a great show.superb.good storyline.very different and exquisitely directed. and catherine zeta jones is one hell of a gorgeous woman can. gawd.she's beautiful. and tom hanks ive always loved him ever since one of ma favs forrest gump. best show also. it's like 3.05.i promised shaikh~ ill meet him in ma sleep later haha.so i dunt wanna be late.got appoinment already.and shaikh im happy you got a new fon! weee~ wokays.
guess ill end then. abeen.dunt be sad wokays.hey im always here if u wanna talk.and watch people around you before talkin.knowin how sotong you can be,hehe but baby i still love you loads.hehe.everythang will tun out alryte.maybe not now.later it's gonna be even better,wokays baby.? love you.hhe..and shaikh~'s retarded can haha...and i want that top.from umm that shop at far east.uber hotness. shitos.
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