YOctober 27, 2004
im so stressed.com. i miss all ma friends,yummy yamakasies.and everyone else~
wow.dope,yesh dope.actually called me.*gasp* i love you boy..haha eyyy,u dunnoe wat happened to me tha time bfore. u made ma day *hugs* thanksies~ im happy fo u and jill valentine.haha~ im a lil jealous lah~ cuz u foget me already .but nevertheless,it's okay. we reminisce all tha memories.and i agree wit u dope,that was tha most amazing chalet.and dunnoe wat else we two did.ma gawd.~ haha and stupid skateboard i fell, dope was sick and watchin gandhi.fights,freaky maze,how we entertained each other on tha bed.~ haha.no silly, when we watched tha funny show.wahha *rolls eyes* i miss you dope,seriously, we gotta catch up kay.and i dunt wanna stay overnyte at chalet if u not ther lah~ like no fun~ u try sneak out lah~ then meet us..how? can can? haha. and one more thang, i dunt wanna be one of yer four wives okek.? unfair.aha soo many wives. i think jill valentine is enuff fer you.haha.and play fo me more spanish songs okek? i wannn. and must teach me tau. ure a part-time everythang.haha
had great fun wit yamakasi+shaikh yest.nufail wasnt ther cuz she got poxy.sadly,i miss you babe. really. rover,it felt soo good to see you after like soooo looonggg..mann...went to chill at adamsies hse, *lights off,blinds down,total darkness,squashed together,portishead being played.grec* adamsies and maisarah had to sleep on tha floor,but it was all good ryte..sleepin position : aaron squashed at tha side,sheena next,abeen,me then shaikh~ if i pushed shaikh.he would fall off.hahawahahha*evil laughter* and he's so noisy,i couldnt even sleep. BEEN,I WAS TRYNA SLEEP OKEK!!! adamsies~ thank you so much for tha hospitality.really appreciate it.and aaron,u cant be a bushmen fo nuts.tha arrow always go sumwher else tau~
thanksies shaikh fo cheerin me up~ yesh mister,ill try okek.? u too aight,prove everyone wrong. some might not be happy fo wat u wanna bcum,but hey,if u ever fall back.im always hereee aight sweetheart. will try and catch you. <3
im so streesed bout ma o's but im takin it slowly.i have only a few days left.gonna make full use of it fo sure.im gonna make full use of it.i will.I MUST.
to everyone out ther who has filled me wit love and faith,ibu,mama,aunty.kakak sheen,abeen,mummy,nufail,aaron,mai,adam, dope,farhan,wada,d.A,shahirah,all ma friends like wiyah,nad,hannan.isa,kin ming.deng li, everyone.thanksies so much~ i love you all. im always here if u need me okek? <3>
aaron realised that ma hips are gettin biger.haha.i gotta do smth bout maself mang. and *guns sounds* im no vietnamese to aaron,adam,and sheena.and also been.and also mai.and also umm shaikh~ so mean can u all.and im such an animal sia~ gawd. i think i hold a record. wow *gasp*
p.s: we all gonna pull thru aight....olevels...lets get it over and done wit. and fera,chill aight gurl.ure gonna do well babe.~ <3
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awww.i cant help but puttin this pic.it's sweetness~but adamsies~ cannot smile is it.? 
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darn.adamsies still taller~
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squish squish.~
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i kiss you can~
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we are soo comparing stomach can~
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YOctober 22, 2004
aaron i miss your gorgeous eyes.lol.
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yamakasi weeeee~
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dear ASSHOLE,
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I HATE YOU GUTS.
IT'S DISGUSTING.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
THE THOUGHT OF YOU DISGUST ME.
YOU RUIN ME.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I REALLY HATE YOU.
NOTHING,I SAY AGAIN,NOTHING WILL
MAKE ME COME BACK TO YOU.
I SWEAR UPON EVERYONE.
I WILL NEVER EVER WANNA COME BACK TO YOU.
YOU RUINED ME.
I HOPE YOU GET INTO AN ACCIDENT.
AND DIE.DIE.
GO TO HELL.
BURN BITCH!BURN!
READ MA LIPS SON OF A BITCH, I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.YOU MAKE ME PUKE.REALLY.
I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUU.
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YOctober 20, 2004
god..havent been blogging.i wanna blog.
woahh..everyone.okay not everyone.nunu,adamsies and been changed tha blogskin.weet! veery very nice...esp adamsies punyer...sooo him can~ i love it.shitos.haha. anyway im damn bored lah..these two beautiful pigs still sleepin despite everyone screamin askin them to wake up.
i AM SO DAMM STRESSEDOKSERIOUSLY, I DONT THINK I CAN MAKE IT FOR OLEVELS.IF I CAN I NOE I CAN NOW,IVE GOT THIS FEELING I CANT. AND MA FEELINGS ARE USUALLY RYTE. im sooo stupid,so many thangs to cathc up wit,soo much stuffs. I MISS YAMAKASI.SO MUCH. it's killin me slowly..seriously. and rockstar,i miss yo loads too. I MISS STARING AT AARON'S GORGEOUS EYES.
tha prawn vadai at east coast road is happenin balls.aunty bought fo me.yay! and thanksies aunty aishah fer giving us clothes.happenin clothes. do more spring cleaning okek.? <3
rockstar~ thanksies sooo much fo tha levi's pocket :P thanksies~ i didnt expect anythang from you...wit all ma stressness and stuff.haha.i wanted tha roxy one,but it's common already. thank youuuus sooo much. i <3 face="verdana">
i studied wit rasta boy at bdk library.and umm went to BK to break fast(tho im not fasting) it was soo funny,..he brought tha food to tha table and then i ate.then got this malay guy look at me.then he laughed.i laughed too cuz it's not breakfast yet.haha.and rasta boy,u look great wit yer specs.i dunt think i can follow you take it.haha,sorry rasta.i feel like i know you from very very long.haha.madness.and he calls me kinky,nt yana.cuz this song kinky raggae by bob marley and then he was singing bout this brown sugar ladyyyy.nd it's kinky,so he calls me kinky..ryte rastaboy?
i miss adam,aaron.nufail,mai,raihan,wada,D.A,dope,hannan.isa,kin ming,deng li,weewee,nad,ryan,xiaoyi,zheng wei,sebast,serene,jasmine,hui wen,.aiyer practically everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :( i <3 face="verdana">
eveyone is saying im FATTTTTTTT.. ma uncle announced yest nyte that ive take over sab's big arse.now i have big arse.he said im gettin fatter,very fast. in all tha wrong places.mannn....i dunt' want,, *sob sob* and i want ma robovite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ma,can buy another one please? *smiles innocently*
cant let this missin all distract me. hopes we can buka outside today.*crosses fingers*
YOctober 12, 2004
sheesh~ it's been so longgg since i blogged so this is gonna be looong can? hehe
well watched yamakasi..and it rocks!! im gonna be outta sore-eyed clan soon. still simpang clan and 1/7 of yamakasi!! haha. after weeks and weeks of MC.im beginnig to miss skewl soo much.even if tha doc gave me MC i would still go.i LOVE SKEWL. shit i said that.*squirms*
adamsies~ yer sisters are safe now i heard.now all you need to give is much love aight sweets.
adam <3>
well.guess wat ma name is skewl is now??!!! HIP HOP.and know why..cuz ma hips hop cuz they're big. gawd.sickos.they were like hip hop..i miss uuuu...haha.i miss you peeps too tho i hate tha name hip hop.but okay...u guys actually found an okay name fer ma ass.haha *grins*
got A whole ENCYCLOPEDIA OF HOMEWORK TAU. *sadness*
imsooostressed can..evryone's counting on me to do well.i dunt want.i cannot.im soo scared ill do badly.i jus wanna be normal AVERAGE PLAIN JANE PLEASE..
I CAN SEE AGAIN.JUST A LIL LIL BLUR.BUT I CAN SEE AGAIN.!!
ma poor baby got it..and aaron also got it.but aaron~ u deserved it dude.shaikh~ go doc can..haha.<3
and can i ask y'all smth.am i really that animal-litic to you? haha. im flamingo(adamsies) giraffe(aaron and nunu) puppy(nunu) and hyena(umm rest of tha people)..am i that WILD..? *smirks* haha
*sob sob* i am GEMOK....seriously.even ma nenek said.she was like eyyy *translates in english*
yana from tha back very big ah..very like fat... haha. and ma frens said im hip hop due to ma hips.and big ass.shit mang.i wanan stop eatin.shit how to survive fasting.gawd bless me.
shaikh~ umm thanksies~ fer understandin me..seriously.i didnt expect that from u.i thot u would have like reacted totally different baby.
and sheenster~ thank you soooo much fer understanding me and u noe..ummm givin me tha courage and stuff. really appreciate it loads and loads. and tell shaik cannot expect single digit frm me.i dunt study much now. and i miss chillin wit shaik.bring him to simpang ahhh bodooohhh... thank you. much love.
abeen~STOP FEELING SHITTY CAN.much love baby. and we shall NOT go out wit him agian.maybe u will,but not me.gawd.and i saw md noor.cute. haha and cendra. hotness.i like his hair.haha.
I LOVE MA UMM HAVAINAS,NEON YELLOW BRASIL SLIPPERS WHICH SLIPS PERFECTLY IN MA LOONG FOOT.NOT BIG.IT'S REALLY LONGATED.HAHA LOONG FOOT.I LOVE IT. shall i say it again..I LOVE IT.... *brasil..lalalalalllala..lalalalala brasil*
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YOctober 06, 2004
i look horrible.com
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i love this shirt.but i can't find it.
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sheesh~ he's soo cute.
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dunt look at me.
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haha.went to tha poly in tha morn and then got referred to tha hospital so got to be ther at 2. tha nurse like warned us "gurls..be sure ull be able to wait..get ready to wait" *shit* surely lamer wann..die die. haha.but we didnt wait fer so long cuz me,sheena.sab and mama amused ourselves.how fun!we were lughing soo much.seriously ilaughed so much i sweared i could have peed in ma panties.*laughs madly* we were soo laughing about XIOMARA.. "ma child..uve been possesed" *sheena's accent* wahahahha it's fuckin funny.GOODNESS. im gettin more and more laughing lines.sheesh~
tha specialist practically poked ma freakin eyes.she..put this drop that stings to lil drops.ma goodness.ma child wathave u put into ma eyes.okok.hate to recall tha whole tortorous process.but i cried.haha im turnin emo more and more. BLAME THA EYES.
well..i havent seeen shaikh lately~ been busy wit nuttin and all.haha. so duh~ i miss him *rolls eyes* went to simpang afta that wit umm sheena and abeen and mai and adam. saw them at umm playgrd.and lil kids kicking balls.haha.
we all got new grp besides tha simpang clan. haha umm THA YAMASAKI!.haha im tha umm fast runner one rocket.cuz he's tall, adam is umm tha music one,abeen tha bull one *giggles*, mai tha tango, sheena tha umm baseball one due to tha koyak-roxy cap.nufail and aaron i dunnoe lah.~ tha yamasaki got exactly 7 people.so yeah seven of us ryte.wait lemme count.. *counts counts counts* yay! yana can count!! weee~ *rolls eyes* weee~ hey plans plans plans afta ma o's aight.we will have plans!!!! must have.
well, tha ajomas might be goin fo trip to melacca on tha new year's eve soo i might spend new year alone. *sob sob* but hey, evryone seems to be single again.so we will rock tha place! ryyyteee.haha.it's okay lah~ hey evry year i spend new year alone wat.soo..wat's so bad bout it.this year i have umm nufail,wait issa.shit.ive got abeen,aaron,mai.shit got adam.sheena.um not sure ..yet.aunty.got dee ah.umm.got wada DA haha.so nevamind lah~ wee~
p.s: i miss netball and shaikh~ and skewl everyone's been calling me up.awww so sweet.been smsin me rytee..u all miss me too much ryte..haha. yay! ill be cumin tomar i guess. much love.and shaikh rcker..i miss youuuuuu~ children of tha damned *rolls eyes*
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YOctober 05, 2004
this is gonna be long.fuck.
okay..i HAvent been blogging fer gawd noes how long.i went to Kl wit ma family and all..haha..thankises fer tha OUH-SO-MUCH-FUN-AND-FrEaKIN-HAPPENIN time we had in KL.thank you papa fer tha trip. *smiles*. i bought like ummm lemme c..umm this top i am OUH-SO in love wit can? haha. i miss shaikh~ haha. thank you fer tha OUH-SO great time to aunty mama papa atuk nenek han sheena and of course sabreena.weee~ i larve u all.weee~
okek.i went to alter like this pink pants can.ma gawd.pink.but hey it's cool lah~ ma aunt say i can pull it off.and i trust her since she's got absolutely amazing fashion sense can. and dee,thanksies fer bearing mA irritating-ness and askin you for directons to LYDIA ELEGANCE ALTERATION PLACE. haha.
when i reached spore i got like loadsa smses and one was from rahman. rahman!!! i was in KL i replied yer sms ferst! i aksed u how u were and wat happened and u didnt even reply me.guess u really hate me this time.since u want us to u noe...foget everythang.then okay la~ im not askin fo more.i miss you so much.serious.all tha u noe emo times we had and all those stuff we went thru and everythang.seriously im really sorry bout yer bike n wat had happened lately.but u dunt even bother to care now.u seem like ure not even interested to talk to me. i wanna call u but im soo sure u will reject and say ull busy ryte.and i know u wont wanna talk to me..I WAS IN kL!!!!!! :( :( :(
been angel, i really hoped you enjoyed tha simpang thang.sorry shaikh was late.he had werk.and aunty,shaikh~'s a reallllllllllllyyyyyyy shy person.but cautious *he can be retarded* very retarded. he showed me his reallll retardedness todae.wait wait. umm date 04102004. and ure tha ferst freakin guy i actually bought a present sia~ ma gawd. u shud be honoured bitch! haha. i larve to bits and small small teeny weeney pieces.and both yer sisters look alike can.ma gawd.haha.and thankises fer bein ther since tha day i got sore eyes.haha~ and even tho i look horrible always u still like me*doubting*...ryte? u still do ryteeee...?
eyyy..i cant believe i havent been goin to skewl ferlike wat? 1 week++.i met hannan and shairazi and xiaoyi and tim.they all asked me not to cum skewl.haha i miss you allll sooo much.esp u deng li.how u pull ma hair and irritate me.haha.i soo need help can in studies.i will study like mad frm these days onwards okay.yana u have to do it tau.please.and ma hmwerk is like umm ENCYCLOPEDIA please.
thanksies to aunty,dee,aunty aisyah,sheena,nufail,aaron,mai,adam, and of course ma baby.shaikh fer cumin...fer makin sab's day and not fergettin taufik!! fer ringing her.it really made her day.goodnes.she was SEXCITED can.baby, i noe ure tired and havent sleep fer two days.haha.thanksies~ i larve u to bits. and yer sister can so pass off as a hot babe. she is.both of them are.ma gawd.u guys shud be thankful fer having like freakin good lookin blood running thru u can.and i hope u like tha shirt *hopes hopes hopes 23456789* go go children of tha damned....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MA OLEVELS ARE CUMING IM SO WORRIED.IM GONNA NOT DO IT.BUT I WANNA DO IT.IM SOO GONNA FAIL....im sooo scared.seriously.
shaikh i larve yer retardedness tho it gives me like constant headache smtimes.wahahaha. *bleagh* no no im kiddin..really.im kidding tau.im kidding....*rolls eyes* :P u children of tha damned people.luv u MOFO.
SHAIKH~ THANKSIES FER SO-CALLED COMFORTING ME WHEN I CRIED JUST NOW. I DUNNOE WHY..I JUST BROKE DOWN.IM SO EMO CAN.IM SO SO SORRY. I COULDNT FIND MA BANTAL AND THEN HAVING BAD BAD TORTURING HEADACHE AND THEN I JUST CaLLED U AND CRIED.IM SOORYYY.. I MUST LIKE REALLY SOUND HORRIBLE.IM SORRY. *kiss*
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