YNovember 24, 2004
i miss wada and d.a.sry gurls i realllllly cant go out wit u all todae.cuz i have to go out wit shaikh~ i kinda promise him.i know like hari raya outings bla3.but i really cant.im sry =(. and addafiq and tha rest.im sry too i cant go jalan wit u peeps.call me bastard,so bad. im not rabak okek.i just cant todae.im sorry. =(
blardee hell sia~ ugh~ ive got to think, i got three blardee events hapenin at tha same time tomar. pri chalet.i reallllllllyyyyy wanan go. hai~ got aunt aisha's one.i also wanna go class bbq,which im not sure but i bet it's gonna be alryte.maybe i wont go fo that.but i promised them.shit lah~ i shudnt have promised.i feel so bad.but i wanan go.cuz it's thA last bbq.and tha chances of us meetin up again as a class is zero.and pri skewl i ditched them so many times.i couldnt make it.i cannot make it.bla bla blaaaaa.everytime like that.shit mang.
MSIA TRIP.BET IT'S GONNA BE REALLLL BOREDOM.SERIOUSLY.I CAN SMELL IT, ALREADY.
im meetin shaikh~ at 2.i dunnoewhy out of all tha days hes actually officially askin me out todae. like asked me out.in advance.usually we just like eh follow me,or eyy wher u goin todae,or wateva.this one he actually asked me.i sooo don't know why.it's scary.hope it's not smth that bad. is it? maybe. hai~
i tink im pms-ing lah~sheesh~
nufail baby cheer up.i know those stuff and all and hey,i want you to cheer up.i wanan see that strong mungen,chinky-sister i never had go thru this smoothly.tha motivations,advises,laughters and giggles always gave me tha strength to actually move on.i wanan see same'on's willpower heh~ i know its really difficult.but think thru.if i was in yer position wit sumwan like you as ma backbone.i will think of tha best.think thoroughly.okek <3>
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