YDecember 07, 2004
hadi.take care.stop inflictin pain to yourself.u know im here if u need me.lyke you said.yer family's always there.amazing isn't it? how yer family's always there for you.sweets,think of it.someone who kills you makes you a stronger person.be happy.foget.at least,try to foget her.seriously,she's not there for you.she's an idiot. she can't see how amazing u are.as yerself.go and enjoy yerself now lah~ go and spend tha dough and all.tho that part of you will be missin and will never be tha same fer you,it's okek. u still have yer friends.treat it as a learnin mistake.it's okek ma dear.u will find sumwan to walk alongside you again.but be careful,as ive said last nyte ryte.all this blardee tainted love.forget all tha pain she's been driving into yer heart.it's not easy,but keep yerself busy.it might help.and you know if u need anythang and feelin reall down im here aight. ill try and be there as much as i can.as for now,take care of yerself hadi.come on cheer up.u sounded sooooo upset yest.u gotta cheer up.okek?
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YDecember 05, 2004
i truly absolutely hate this shit.i swear.hai~
dope dope.when can u chat wit me again.blardee hell.sry abt today.
thangs always come up. and shaikh~ sry too.
nufail.i neeeeeddddd you...i miss you so much.
aaron i missses you sooo much.wher tha hell are you?
mai and adam.it feels good to see you both.
adam..werkin out eyy?
fera.its soooo good to see you.
audrey.it was sooo good to finally meet aaron's sister.you're soo aaron.
weird sudden outbursts.
i miss ma mum.
i miss goin out wit her.
she and her werk werk.
everytime im not busy smth has to crop up.
when gonna meet her,smth always has to come our way.
bitch.
not ebryday i get to go out wit ma aunt and all.cuz they're always busy.
but smth just hadddddddddd to come and build a fuckin barrier.
fuck lah.
now i know how i really3 feel.
it's okek lah~ it's ma freakin life anyway.
i fuckin dunt care.
gotta werk.yesh,i am not rich.trust me.all this are hard earned dough.
need to find hard earned money.
learn from ma mum lah.
luxury don't do you good.
at least i still know how it feels leading a difficult life.
i really think i shud go back to ma own-self.never depend on anyone.
u will regret it.
nufaillll.i really need to talk to you.
and dope.hai~service2 hurry up must finish tau~
and shaikh~ take care of yerself tau.
*breakdown*
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