YJanuary 24, 2005
I MISS AARON,NUFAIL,ABEEN,ADAM,KAKAK SHEEN.*sadness* and shaikh too of course.ive been werkin.heyyy werk's all good.just freakin tirin.and tha crowd im werkin wit.pretty co-operative and funnn.weeeee~
well,i miss hanging wit nufail and abeen.i really really do balls.
this weeekend when aaron book out,i didnt even get a glimpse of him.i really really miss him.that boy-who-hugs-people-with-one-arm. and you still have ma livestrong mofo.u better not lose it.aunty gave it to meh~ i misses you so damn much. please please wel'll meet up soon okek. <3>
nufail.i wanna chill2 wit you lah balls.hai~ bitching wit you and abeen was like great fun.i hope you're out of yer handphone-traumatic-experience.heh~ well baby i love you.i think we'll be seeing you today i hope.me,you,abeen,shaikh and umm u know who.*cant mention* and nufail,ive got what you've been wanting... *smiles gleeefully*
abeen,thanksies fo accompanying meh frm werk to home.i larvvvveeee youuuussss. and well we'll meet up soon okek. but this time u can irritate shaikh~ heh~ and he cut his hair again.by himself.haha.i love you.sincerely from tha heart.
adamsies..well well what can i say bout this boy.heh~ hello mr john lim.pleasedto meet you.
to kakak and yana and nooris.thanksies fo takin care of ma brother and nooris is hot hot hot.heh~ *smiles*
joyyy..! weeee~ when can syaf go out.haha.well well, ill see yer ard okek marrrriiaaaamariiaaaaaa.heh~ i miss goin out with you lah~ tho we're not that close.smtimes it's a freakin joy seeeing youuuuuuu.haha.i cannot explain lah~ just freakinnn ajoyyyyyyy..! weeeee~ when can syaf go out... marrrri aaa loves bobbieeee. <3
at ferst i was thinkin maybe im in tha wrong fo tellin and then i think again.if i dunt feel bad telling tha truth why shud i be wasting ma freakin time feelin like this. guilt. ive talked thangs over.well, he said.at least i have a mind of ma own,which is true.well you have been ther for me before,havent you...? *thinks hard* waiiittttt,maybe nottt. i can't find even a single time. you've only hurt tha people i actually love before.so im sorry, i dunt ffeeeelll guilt or confused or anythang anymore.if u didnt do anythang wrong, why are you so scared.huh.
well.werk's great.never had ma job in tha morn.gues nx week.ma schedule surely in tha morn.it's freakin tirin lah but tha job's fun lah~ really.i swear esp wit adam,setan,xin yie,xiao yun and that stupid jovian ard.haha.adam is hot hot.heh~ but nahh,not ma type lah. but hes hot lah. maybe umm nufail or sab wants...go to ma werkplace lah~ heh~ . he's actually islam lah~ but i freakin dunnoe why his name adam tan.he's mixed.mum malay dad chinese.freaky eye colour lah balls.malay and ferst guy who actually spoke english to me.real english.heh~ stupid mofo.he and his stupds lame jokes.and please,yer hair.that ang-moh guy who said your hair style must be farrrkiiiingggg BLIND. and please.change yer shirt and pants.did you even bathe.gawd.sheesh~ and strawberrry lotion's not fo you.ull be smelling like a gurl.ewww.
i wannn afternoon shift!!!!!! *sobs*
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