YJanuary 17, 2005
well.heh~ went fo tha spore-indonesia match at kallang stadium.tha weather was perfect. a lil chilly. wada's dad fren drove us there.his brother with cap-stuck-on-his-head-all-the-time-and-specs-which-looks-really-cute-on-him and hamdani had to take public transportation there.haha.those poor little boys.dahlah hamdani "tempang"..injured..haha.well.hamdani just like walked straight from wada's hse..i think he didnt like noticed me.haha.maybe tak recognise.he'd prob think saper ntah budak giler nie duer.haha.and i asked him how his leg was and he was sooo malu.i don't even know if he knows who he's talking to sia~probably...aiyoh.wada's bro even werse..malu like mad.ive neva talked to tha bro before.im so scared he'll run away..prob ryte..cuz smtimes i can be too intimidating.haha.nevertheless,i got to know that hamdani is soooo bising.com. ma gawd.he was screamin..spouting nonsense.madness sia~ haha....i met hadi before tha game to pass me tha tix.ther were complications before that.gawd.haha. saw nad..she was waitin fo wiyah..wanted to shop at bedok.so i guess wanted to buy stuffs lah~. kallang's atmosphere was like woooooaaahhhh.seriously, it was all red...and white.. me,d.a and wada wore green.wat mofos ryte.haha. tha ferst score was like abt 5-10 mins of tha game.nice goal.after that all tha lions did this impersonation of lil cubs..sooo cute..they were crawling..it's sooo cute.that was like freakin cute.tho im not a big fan of soccer or watsoever.that thang was darn cute lah. =) well.they always do that "buto thang" and the "never ending kallang wave" and tha "referee kayu".haha so cute lah singaporeans. and they were cheering like madness.haha it was all good fun lah~ thanks fer tha tix hadi.=) tha jam on tha way home was hell.gawd. but todae was like reallly fun.wit ma fav gurlfriends.heh~ those mofos,wada and d.a. i shud spend more time on poeple my kinda standard.haha.i think im gonna do that lah.
dope was like nice.i think.he's always been nice.sucha sweetheart to meh~ i was tellin him bout why i was kinda a lil fucked up.and he called me a few times int ha afternoon after tha msg,but rejected cuz i didnt feel like talkin at all.well,sorry aight bout tha reject-call shit.heh~ tho ure irritating, i still <3>
im just not contented.i dunnoe why.sometimes i do feel bad cuz others dunt get tha luxurious life i get but then again,smtimes poeple who you know kinda don't werk their ass off get things realll easily.i guess it's true wat they mean...people who are born wit silver spoon in their mouth are realllly lucky.haha. even in situations,they'll always be stable even tho they didnt werk their arse off as much as others.
now...im beginning to see tha whole picture puzzle put together...
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