YAugust 27, 2006
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing Especially when I have to watch other people kissin' And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood I dont why I trusted you but I knew that I could We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt.Dreams, DreamsOf when we had just started things Dreams of you and meIt seems, It seems That I can't shake those memories I wonder if you have the same dreams too.The littlest things that take me there I know it sounds lame but its so true I know its not right, but it seems unfair That the things are reminding me of you Sometimes I wish we could just pretend Even if for only one weekend So come on, Tell me Is this the end? Drinkin' tea in bedWatching DVD's When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers As if we ever needed anything to entertain us the first time that you introduced me to your friendsand you could tell I was nervous, so you held my handwhen I was feeling down, you made that face you dono one in the world that could replace you Dreams, DreamsOf when we had just started things Dreams of me and you It seems, It seems That I can't shake those memories I wonder if you feel the same way too The littlest things that take me there I know it sounds lame but its so true I know its not right, but it seems unfair That the things remind me of you Sometimes I wish we could just pretend Even if for only one weekend So come on, Tell me Is this the end?
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hahawell.nth new. just that i need to adapt being single. again. im always attached kan. now be single yana, mati ar kau.
well accts is fucking killing me. everything is fucking killing the fuck out of me. im feeling fucken. i wanna do stupid things but nah i shouldnt. why should i? nothing will change anyway.
sadrina sayang, hot guys are like that. once a prettier thing comes, they use and throw the old ones. buy the new ones and then don't realise that those new pretty things might scoot off with another hotter guy. (unless dorang fucking hot uh macam pharrell) then they will come looking for 'nothing-great' girls like us.as usual. aku dah banyak kali uh kene. jantan semua samer. pegi mati ar.
anyways, exams gonna be like fuck. on thursday after the paper im going to take long bus rides, then prolly watch 2 movies myself. make me happy. for what wanna bring guys. all fucking spend my money and scoot off anyway. bukan tak ikhlas, but ppl just dont appreciate. hai~
i prolly will only spend on those who fucking appreciate me. such as my best friend. okays now, i hope time flies fucking fast so can finish exams. no fucking mood.
im gonna buy ungs on thursday. nak mats?stress uh.
dope, maybe ill keep the stuffs he bought me. free kan dok~. ahhas nah, maybe kasi balik uh. boleh reuse on other chics.
ok.fuck off.
everything's made to be broken.
okay count how many times i've used fuck. go count.
go fuck a goat ar.
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YAugust 22, 2006
it's been many many days. ive been pretty busy. working,schooling, and exams, hell exams are ard the corner.it's pretty freaky. i've not been concentrating on my studies esp on engineering economy. i plan to slowly study. making sure i understand every single thing. and i copied the exam hints from ayu. thnks woman =D. i think its helping me a lot cause at least i know whats coming out. cause me and ayu, we're trusting our gangster lecturer. he's smart but he just really cannot teach us. and the words fromt he acct are so chim lah.
well, my 21st month is coming like this thursday. it's 21 months right? time flies so fast. real quick. esp school. and friends. i dont wish to end poly so soon. i absolutely love ayu,wan,linah,sad, shirlyn (tho she doesnt speak malay). i dont wanna not spend time with them like how i miss my sec and primary sch. we were really gay when we were in sec and pri sch. seriously.
my dad got into an accident. so poor thing.he had to go to the hospital for further x-rays. insyallah he'll get better. and i miss my brother.so kental and gay. and he's my spiderman. ahhas.he just adores spiderman like crazy. guess all of us had our heroes when we were young.
ayu and wan are like stalkers uh! they actually know the name of loner and plastic alrd. i think thats why they understand each other a lot. and you guys are not pathetic okays. its just u guys have not found the right person yet. it took me a long time. and i still dont know whether he's the one. i hope he is. its not easy going thru. and i do miss being single. *guilty* but hey, i have a great someone loving me (think so), what more do i need right?
idol besok, i dont thin i can go. i got exams soon. told nysa i cant come to support noodle. i really like jonathan. when he talks i go gaaaaaaaa. best kan. so unfair, i didnt folllow them club or anything if not id probably meet them. gaahhhh.
okay i hope ill start studying decan and OB soon. i really hope. okay this sucks. gotta study.
i love CSI, OC, ANTM and GREY'S ANATOMY. i sayang these shows. esp grey's anantomy. shiok-ous.
p.s. poor farah for pengsaning twice and vomiting at her bf's hands and shoes for donating blood. she said i cannot donate blood cause im so kudut i might faint or die. rarrrrr.okay, OC coming up. yayness.
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YAugust 13, 2006
This party is old and uninviting
Participants all in black and white
You enter in fullblown technicolor
Nothing is the same after tonight
If the world had fallen apart
In a fiction worthy wind
I wouldn't change a thing
Now that you're here
Your love is a verb here in my room
Here in my room, here in my room
You enter and close the door behind you
Now show me the world as seen from the stars
If only the lights would dim out
I'm weary about eyes upon my scars
Pink tractor beam into your incision
I came here expecting next to nothing
So thank you for being that kind of boy
That kind of boy
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YAugust 09, 2006
OMG this is so gay. im being forced to activate this blog.=))
everything seems to be fast-paced. like school, work. people. ouh ya, people come and go.so do friends.
my dearest adam got into a bike accident. and yes, its his fault.broke a few bones and fractured his hips. poor thing. the way he limps, HILARIOUS NAK MAMPOS.hahas. cute sia. like joget. cute kan. i hope you'll get better soon my dearest grecsta. insyallah.
im so drained. assignments, projects,presentations. work.like freaking drained. so tired. feel like sleeping all the time. but ill end up not sleeping when i get home but sleep like in the freaking bus. fuck.
singapore is so puny. everybody is somehow connected to a lot of other people. puny puny peewee singapore.
my boyfriend stinks. hes working all the time. you don't love me anymore. i know. =( okay, you might as well quit school. pegi kerje full time ar. quit school. sua?
i need to occupy all my time.
i dislike people who put down the phone without saying goodbye when they're having a normal decent conversation. cheebye. but im guilty sometimes. cheebye.
ouh yah, i miss my best friend. its been sooooo long since ive seen you. okay, maybe nt that. since i really talked to you. really. its been so long since you meet me after my work. then we walk to 7-11, buy chips ahoy and milk. walk to opp meridien bus stop. sit at a random place. dip our cookies in milk and talk. like talk talk until before the last bus. i really miss doing that. maybe sometime soon?
okay, i had a good laugh with nufail tadi. my gula gula rabbit yang manis. haha i think you should know why kan. and the stuffs we NEVER knew.cant wait to meet abeen and nufail to visit adam in the hospital again and start gossipping. been a while since i did that.
i miss lectures with the orbit, minah and clone gang. kita kan kental. and melayu. YOU FUCKING POSER IC SAYS WHAT? EURASIAN? BLOODY CHEEBYE. GO FUCK A GOAT AR.
loves,yana.
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