YSeptember 04, 2006
exams are finally over, thank heavens. i think my schedule this mth's gonna be fucked up. i wanna congratulate ayu frstly for getting to work on sundays at the maid-bangla joint. its a happening place. trust me. you'll meet a lot of people love. =)
sadrina, ayu, wan, linah and yes shirlyn, maybe we wont meet during the SUPP paper. i hope.hahs.ihope.anyway exams has been a whore.
went to attica for chris's birthday. with the whole crew and i must tell you, noodle looks happier and you know, jst really cheerful, really happy. im happy for you sunshine. all this exposure. and taufik. my dear boy, you looook fineeeee the way you are now.a little different but hey, absolutely gorgeous. you've got chics chatting you up. checking you out.
devil wears prada was terrific. i love that show. =)
my abeen has been pretty confused nowadays. about, you know i know who right? it seems so gay. all these guys. kan? kan? well, whatever it is, you know im always here for you right sayang. ive always been kan?! and youve always been there for me. i love you a lot sayang.
well, wan i had a great chat with you the other day and thanks for listening cause now, some ppl just dont bother to even listen to me.thanks a lot. ill trya n heed those advices. this is gay but i absolutely love my friends. always there. <3 this goes out to all of you.love you guys many okays. whatever it is, you guys have always touched me and make me engrave your names into my heart. i really love you guys. to bits. <3
well, maybe. just maybe, someone might just love me the way i love him, see me the way i see him, look at me the way i look at me, think of me the way i think of him, watch me the way i watch him, understand me the way i understand him. care for me the way care for him.
most importantly love me sincerely the way i sincerely love him and simply treating me the way i treat him. or with more respect. well, smtimes things just dont go your way.never expect anything, thats what ive told everyone asking me for stuffs, advices. never ever expect anything because if you do, you'll end up like me. i dont expect but well, it seems to _ that i expect so much. so im not going to expect. i wont care anymore. i really really really wont. mark my words. ill go out with anyone i want,come back whatever time i want to and do whatever i want to. until anger strikes.and then there comes the 'i cannot take what you've been doing. you've been acting like a slut.going out like nobody's business,ignoring my calls, not texting me back.not telling me where you're going,with specifically whom and give me random calls.fuck off you bitch, you think anyone wants to marry someone fugly like you? hell no.'
thats the time ill just smile. =)
anyway im getting married with whoever my mum chooses if im still single when im 28.so no big deals. love are for losers.
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