YJanuary 05, 2007
i've been thinking, pretty much a lot lately. it hasnt been a good few weeks for me but im glad there are people who still care for me. i love you guys to bits. anyway projects being a wholesome bitch cause there's soo many and soo little time. seriously.so im going to take all the things off my mind and focus on those bitches.
i think ive got to learn to forget, although no one really does forget. i have a bad habit of thinking about too many what ifs. Actually, it is definitely a bad habit.i think you made me into this someone i am now.
since you prefer consequences, don't regret it. it definitely is a lose-lose situation. you've chose the worse. ive warned you.you insist.so be it.
the other day, unexpectedly, someone said something to me. made me think 48463 times about myself, about what ive done, about all the sins i knew i could stop doing but didnt and what karma might do to you, if it comes.its a 'gut-wrenching' (hahas) situation. geez.
to you, the duck-grape joke really made my day. tickled my ugly toes.
to nufail and abeen, i love the gorgeous gorgeous mermaids. its so pretty. ill definitely think of you guys whenever i use it. its such an unexpected present. i absolutely love it. and and i know ive not been spending time with you two but you know that ill do it whenever i can right?
i will love abeen forever even until a knot is able to be tied with her boobies and i will love nufail forever even if she turns albino.
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